+++ title = "the closest thing to a holiday" created_at = "2026-06-19T15:33:44+0100" published_at = "2026-06-19T15:33:44+0100" +++ look over! the sunlight reflects off a concrete wall--upon my retina burns from tiny fragments of split rock glitter, scattering across rough surfaces. right angles embrace me, the texture grasps my skin, touching every fold, gripping the fingerprint, fully interlocked surface areas spread. if i collapsed on you, your sandy shore, warm, i delight in a scuff and a scrape at this level, ground level, there is nowhere further to sink.