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title = "missed"
created_at = "2023-08-04T12:00:00+0000"
published_at = "2024-01-31T20:07:10+0000"
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how am i? alive now  
twenty years old maybe  
things are getting better, you know.  
finally ready for high school  
sorry i couldn't help you.  
didn't work out at eighteen  
maybe next year...  

not even a teen  
but died a few times already   
maybe i'm finally a teen but  
now i just want to get on any train  
out of here  
would they have been missed?  
...oops!