+++ created_at = "2026-03-14T11:29:57+01:00" published_at = "2026-03-14T11:37:28+01:00" +++ a green house in jugendstil branches out to me i want to live here, i do live here but with an end-goal, the end-goal always escapes. in an end-goal that once existed to me i should already be, i’m in it but like the end of a rainbow, dissipated, evaporated. or already moved out, just before i moved in. now, probably in the green house.